Dear Nora
Dear Nora, A year ago I was anxiously waiting for you. I hadn't met you yet, but you were all I could think about. I had so many questions about you. Would you look like me, or your dad? What color eyes would you have? Would you have hair, what color would it be? Would you have blue eyes? Would you be tiny, or big? What would that little face look like? Would you sleep good? What about breastfeeding, would you be able to latch? Would you cry all the time, or would I be able to soothe you?Would you even like me? Oh how I prayed you would like me. I was so scared of you, Nora. I was scared you'd notice all the things wrong about me. I was scared you'd love other's more than me. And in turn, I was so worried I would t know how to love you either. I was so scared of failing you, and not being a good mother. I was so scared of something happening to you. A year ago I was waiting to feel you move inside of me. You crazy girl, you'd make me wait all day! Not until midnigh...
